oh how I miss the day when I would lay and gaze and be amazed at your beauty
oh how I miss the kiss you would blow to me
oh how I miss your smile that I would help last for more than a little while
but it all went away to a place of gray for I was young and dumb
and as I lay here now I could see why I'm in a demise it's because I am not wise
for I lost her with my own action I cased pain and tears that would pour like rain
I lost my dream and now that I scream in my unkind and twisted mind I miss her
but I couldn't ask her back even if I wanted to for I have no right

I could make a million rhymes but it wouldn't bring back all the times we could of shared
I cared and still do

Thats why I said to her..
I could cry a thousand tears for a thousand years but i still couldn't forgive myself for losing you


so I'll look to the light of the future perhaps this sight just might make it alright
despite the out come of my foolish mistakes in the past
at last I have a friend that will be here in the end
but I suppose I must learn to forgive myself
I'll let my tears come near my eyes
maybe this is my hope to cope?
for I'll do whatever it is she asked
"please forgive yourself....for i don't want you to be in pain.."
So I will forgive myself but when I did say you were the best girlfriend I ever had
I meant it
So I'll thank you for letting me be your Renton even if it was for a little while
you helped me smile
for as you said to me
"you were my renton...and i'm happy to be your eureka even for awhile..."
Goodnight My Sweet Dream